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To Stand Firm Against an Ocean

by Mister December

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1.
Negative One 05:04
Did the water change direction? Did the water sell your soul? Did you silence all your secrets? Did you just become the noise unchecked like the rest? Your excuses and abuses now for negative one Short changed in absolution obsolete in love So elusive in a moment as all time stopped One begins anticipation as it's heating up So deceptive and so persuasive are you Falling to pieces taking them all with you All for themselves until it happens to you Left in the dirt with nobody else but you Swallow it up blowing apart light Off the horizon scattered commotion New fire is half of your whole being Clear are the pieces as the floodgates begin and The only part that was missing was you Falling to pieces taking them all with you All for themselves until it happens to you Left in the dirt with nobody else but you My baptism by fire is just half the lie for you Blown apart born again Collapse into the world again of Burning crosses scattered spores and Protein changes and famous whores Silence your secrets Silence your secrets in me Silence your secrets Give all of your secrets to me Late than never is so much better Unchecked like the rest Everything in between means peace
2.
My mind burns so bad full of hypotheses exit strategies to Persuade me into giving up as I touch my other hand So I won’t think I’m alone Can’t watch down from heaven if I can’t go home Dimmed lights and it’s thick to see I’m more informed than I can ever be It was hard to change but so easy to leave Wet and scared and scared to be Blame yourself where blame is due I’ve been there and back before Hold your tongue where holding’s done And I’ll have more respect for you They don’t even want to know why Aromas of noise and echo chambers Cigarette smoke and you Bleeding hearts and dripping eyes Room only and only for me Then I got up to walk out the door No you can’t have it and no you can’t see Even though in the past I have been weak Long out of my eyes so tired when alone I can’t watch down from heaven if I can’t go home And it’s thick to see I’m more reformed than I can ever be free It was hard to change but so easy to leave I’ll probably fall down I’ll probably step back I’m just so damn weak to resist any of that Wet and scared and scared to be Blame yourself where blame is due I held her forever before And in a minute she turned up the stairs And I have more respect for you They don’t even want to know why for The thieves are out tonight Stings so bad Alone again Giving up Touch my hand Dimmed lights and it’s thick to see I’m more informed than I can ever be Trying to change trying to leave Wet and scared and scared to be free
3.
Wick Trimmer 06:02
Let me tell you how I misbehave I'm a dapper trendsetter with incredulous ways It's hard to leave yet difficult to stay When imbibing your courage with a splash of malaise Are you anyone's favorite person And when you touch they scream delight Come with me and I'll be your subversion If only for just one night Last night color into The frame of reference and vignettes of you Ignite and sealed with a kiss And double up on a single fist Because a man's ego gets burned in the fire While she keeps all her secrets they're silent and static Wrapped up in a coat of desire Stack of one liners all rolled up in tears That you traded away for a pound of your fears Everything fixed but fluid in motion That you took for granted in your innocent years Last night color into The frame of reference and vignettes of you Ignite and sealed with a kiss And double up and Stack 'em up on a single fist Lay 'em down a demagogue of torrid rage I'm a fountain of greed And my lack of doubt is the only proof that I need Across the street you'll find them Down the tracks you'll hear them Words don't heal as much as they cut I just wanted you all to myself tonight
4.
I went down to the house of ill repute All they wanted was to save my soul In exchange for blood my money Forgiveness wasn't even what they sold Hold the mirror that reflects the hate in you I don't even have to rule the world just to dominate you For a dollar you can get all you came for A hundred you can get what you choose For a thousand you can hear behind the curtain But a billion you're golden and make everyone else lose Hold the mirror that reflects the hate in you I don't even have to rule the world for While you feast on me, I starve in your famine And sing the songs and listen to your words The time we spent together I can never get back Naked footprints left molesting my thoughts Hold the mirror that reflects the hate in you Everything was worth the wait just to dominate you As I dressed in my best black double breast I lament the absence of you again Then I pour a glass of contemplation With a red silken noose of sin Hold the mirror that reflects the hate in you I don't even have to rule the world just to dominate you Everyone repents I was right about you
5.
I'm making decisions covered up with my mistakes On a clearance foundation of quicksand and rye Sell me on confidence a side salad of style Magazine personality of valid opinions and lies I'm making revisions with my gasoline hands Step right up and wind the clock the bar is on the floor Well I got mine lighting the night and a dream of divinity At what point does share your toys become not at my door Coming up with my own conclusions Supplemented with a new point of view An attitude that's added to the internal conversation That's all about me doing what I do and selling out you And here's how it goes down A taste of mud is a taste of love Complemented with a fetish so clean All my safety words are written in blood It's just a joke stop twisting thems you know exactly what I mean Time will tell it has no secrets to hold, No loyalty no banners unstepped or indifferences to mold A narrative glued sloppily by ego at the seams I don't even remember which end I need to feed
6.
So Be It 03:46
Fuck your feelings who gives a shit By funding the money and whatever you lack From the back i can see and take whatever that's left Cause from the front I can stab you right in the back If you drag me down to the gutter where words are sticks And the stones of the soul held together with blood and spit Can't expect to ever take the high road And the ego has landed So goodnight the monsters aren't real But there's a devil waiting for you Just connect all the chaos revealed Have all the monks stopped meditating So goodnight the monsters aren't real But there's a devil waiting for you So be it crying to heaven lamenting one last miracle Lived and died ready to swallow up your dreams with lies and While speaking in tongues and lapping up unleavened bread While asking heaven to monetize Righteousness with licking the boots of the Businessmen stink like high interest rates And their game of obsession is to blame the victim for their Station afloat and looking for a sign of peace in pieces Pissing in the bathwater drowning on down They're in your head Underneath your gumption, grit, and greed Idiolect whistle blowing on your knees Deliberate to fit the agenda need To think you have all the answers just adds fuel to the fire So goodnight the monsters aren't real There's a daydream waiting for you Just reject all the chaos concealed There is no hidden truth beyond all the lies So goodnight the monsters aren't real But there's a devil waiting for you So be it crying to heaven Lamenting one last miracle
7.
Always lie loudly and walk back quietly At the expense of the bodies you sentenced to die When he's not drowning away his sorrow Just giving the devil his due a la carte She served up that voodoo with a breath of fresh air And a dark fire in those eyes you know the ones That keep you up at night and asleep well into tomorrow Well my heart swelled and I lost my footing when I Fell in love between her cries And the mutual respect is so one sided It might be out of focus but i can still make out the images that woke us This is my ego, this is my empathy Apart from me, nevertheless, a part of me Always lie loudly and walk back quietly Always in fear when conviction becomes your pride Always lie loudly and walk back quietly It's so much easier believing in all of the lies Always lie loudly and walk back quietly In privileged conviction with your slogans complicit At the expense of the bodies that you sentenced to die Always the hero of someone else's epic killing it to kill it Rotten roots have grown so deep your color's starting to show Like your girl's favorite boyfriend Your toys are growing so old Your bank accounts overflowing with policy all gummed up with liquidity While the haves getting handouts and the have-nots have not bailouts I can't wait for the haves having to want While the rest take what they need and inherit your worth The buck has stopped the luck's run out And this table's gone cold On your feedback loop of ego From kissing Hitler to throwing coal Always lie loudly and walk back quietly Always in fear when conviction becomes your pride Always lie loudly and walk back quietly It's so much easier believing in all of the lies Always lie loudly and walk back quietly In privileged conviction with your slogans complicit At the expense of the bodies that you sentenced to die
8.
Vapor Rub 04:24
It's in the losing battle I thrive I should give up the fight while I'm behind She fed me enough until the rope is tight I wonder if I'll fall for it over and over until There's no more hanging on And your safety net is finally gone You tell of a sweet tempting game And one day I won't be there to play I haven’t cried in a while From cigarette burns and stares in her eyes besides There's plenty of time to cry Somewhere in between sleep and the dream You were always the one to cry While standing firm against an ocean of you and me After all the suspicion is right In hindsight I love you is just ceremony There's no more hanging on And formality is finally gone You'll carry the burden of blame And one day I won't be there to play I haven’t cried in a while From the burden of words and the weight of your lies besides There's plenty of time to cry While the funeral proceeds somewhere in between you and me
9.
I met an angel twice before and once before I left Called upon and she said goodbye I’m going home Naked and drowning I know you’re all counting On me to follow through And the ironic diseased and bionic Big brothers and mindless fools The only ones who are up this late at night Are the lost and in love Let me call you on the old landline We'll get lost through the night Beautiful bought herself another life And today I'm so proud Maybe I was made to be afraid So one day I can see all the mistakes I met my angel and went away maybe she’ll come back Held the stare but broke away I’m pretty selfish when I pray All scars have got to go with all healing that I know Naked and drowning I know you’re all counting On me to follow through The only ones who are up this late at night Are the lost and in love Let me call you on the old landline We'll get lost through the night Beautiful bought herself another life And today I'm so proud Maybe I was made to be afraid So one day I can see all the mistakes The only ones who are up this late at night Are the lost and in love Let me call you on the old landline We'll get lost through the night The only ones who are up this late at night Are the lost and in love Let me call you on the old landline We'll get lost through the night Beautiful bought herself another lie And today I'm alive Maybe I was made to see your light So today I can leave all of my lies
10.
And the hand of God swathed o'er the world To test all the righteous men he could find And in the world's infinite wisdom Refused to listen then proudly died There is no room for your redemption There is no room for your cries There is no room for your forgiveness There is no room in this house of lies When the noise wears down and the lights go out My thoughts creep to a standstill That one remaining fuse is long but Plumes of smoke choke my lungs until they're filled There is no more room for your redemption There is no more room for all of your cries There is no more room for your forgiveness There is no more room in this house of lies The angels have taken everything that I loved And said it was all for the glory of Him Now all I see is darkness and a god That's bloated by nothing but sin There is no more room for your redemption There is no more room for your point of view Despite what I think is good I'll only Remember every terrible thing about you.

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So deceptive are you to try and persuade me into giving up. But now I am more informed than I can ever be. It is hard to leave yet difficult to stay with a stack of one liners all rolled up in tears. Hold the mirror that reflects the hate in you. A narrative glued sloppily by ego at the seams and there is a devil waiting for you. To think you have all the answers just adds fuel to the fire. I can still make out the images that woke us at the expense of the bodies that you sentenced to die. You tell of a sweet tempting game while I stand firm against an ocean from the burden of words and the weight of your lies. Naked and drowning I know you’re all counting on me but when the noise wears down and the lights go out, I will only remember every terrible thing about you.

Fight fascism
Fight racism
Fight sexism
Fight classism
Fight capitalism
Fight white supremacy

Silence the liars

Discard your ignorance, ego, and hate to stand firm against an ocean.
This album is dedicated to those that stand up and protest the individuals that support fascist and racist policy of the American machine.

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released March 1, 2022

Music & Lyrics by Mister December

Recorded, Mixed & Mastered at Gentlemen's Cave Studio by Mister December

Drums on tracks 1-9 by Jim Dooley
Photography by Joshua W Murray
Design by Aeronautic Vigilante

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Mister December Saint Paul, Minnesota

Mister December is a trend setter and a boilermaker. He's string breaker, a foot stomper with a throat full of gravel and mouthful of bees. A handsome devil with an unhealthy dose of delusions of grandeur while serving up a cup of how do you do.

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